That's what I want to say to these girls that think I'm the one that ruined the friendship between all of us. It was not just me, I am not all at fault. It just sucks to have two girls gang up on you who spend all of their time together and talk about you behind your back. Yeah, I'm sorry as hell that I hurt you. But are you sorry? No. I was having such a good day until all of this went down. I've gone on two walks today and I'm ready for my 3rd. This is bullshit. They haven't talked to me since pretty much before graduation so I'm not surprised that they decide to, what feels like an attack, before one of them goes away. Are they worried about being alone? Why now when I'm happy in every aspect but friendship in my life? I'm not confident in social situations, I have anxiety and would rather sit at home by myself.
I really wanted to go out tonight, since D went out with his friends last night and had a blast and really missed them. But I'm not close to anyone like that. That's why I thought college would be a great start for me, a fresh start where I would have a car be able to go out when someone asked. I'm not this shitty friend or granddaughter that everyone thinks I am.
I got my classes today too, D doesn't know that yet. I think he's coming over later. I was so happy today for getting it all done and accomplished, but now that hardly matters with this petty high school drama. There is no getting around it. I'm just an excuse, a pity party, how classic.
I really wanted to go out tonight, since D went out with his friends last night and had a blast and really missed them. But I'm not close to anyone like that. That's why I thought college would be a great start for me, a fresh start where I would have a car be able to go out when someone asked. I'm not this shitty friend or granddaughter that everyone thinks I am.
I got my classes today too, D doesn't know that yet. I think he's coming over later. I was so happy today for getting it all done and accomplished, but now that hardly matters with this petty high school drama. There is no getting around it. I'm just an excuse, a pity party, how classic.